enough said :D
http://www.ri.sch.edu.sg/en/news/ncc-outstanding-cadet-award-2009.html
though i must say my hair didn't look that great here XD

haha ytd was quite fun. played tennis with gifford and ewan, and i suck haha. i play too much like table tennis, so a lot of close net plays HAHA

oh well there was double chinese (but it was quite ok)
and we have chem most of this week. oh wells i understand most of the concepts now :D whee

and today was mugging math like SIAO
hopefully i do well tmr

i feel productive

now to get down to LS reflective essay and overdue zuowens ><

tag replies
daron: yeap everyone hates her
davin: as daron said haha


and some lucky person have 1 week of free holiday. no fair ):

EDIT: whos that random person who tagged? o.O

PS. Soccer for pe on monday was fun
i was playing with the pros, so all of us stood in one line and jumped to either left or right to decide the team, so my team had me, waichoong, wzy, yunfei, danieltay, avinash, zhaolin

we won the other team 10-1 i think. 3 from waichoong, 2 from wzy, 2 from zhaolin, 1 from me (assisted by yf), 1 from yunfei, and 1 more by i dunno who haha. super cool XD. and i screw up my last shot. i didn't stop the ball, so it rolled completely off target ): oh wells HAHA

OMG this is really really cool

i can easily play around with these man omg

i can't believe i spent so much time on youtube yesterday. and this is awesomeness XD




Lyrics:
I probably shouldn't say this.
Because my friends think that I'm weird.
Everytime I say I love you they remind me you can't hear.
It's because you're cardboard. I'm always ignored.
But you feel so real to me why can't they see.
And you're still standing in the same way.
Just how i left you yesterday, against the wall.
Don't fall.

The 7 things I hate about you.
You're fake, you break, you are not real.
If only I had something to feel.
You are 2D with no back side.
You cost me quite a lot to buy.
My friends are jerks they make fun of us.
Just know it hurts. I want to be with the real Miley.
And the 7th thing I hate the most about you
You make cardboard look cute ;-)

It's awkward and silent because cardboard cannot speak.
I wonder what you think about when you smile and stare at me.
Dood are you serious?! You're delirious? She is cardboard
she can't hear us.
YES I CAN. (lyke WTF)
Dood zomg did she just talk?!
She's been real all along! Say something again!

DAVE NEVER TOUCH ME AGAIN!

The 7 things I like about you.
You're hair, your eye, cardboard Levis.
When we kiss you're hypnotized.
You let me do whatever I want.
I can't wait till Chris is gone! ;-)
We never fight when I hold you tight
Ow! Splinter! Ohhh it's alright!
I wanna be with the real Miley.
And the 7th thing I like the most about you.

You make cardboard look cute.


ITS SUPER HILARIOUS XD



and he's not bad. this cover is quite awesome haha

this week has really got me thinking. be it the postponement of so many things, dmps, interhouse, ccas, i can't really think

yea its good in the sense that i get to go home early, mug, get good gpa and so on, which is what i want currently in order to prepare for jc, but at the expense of these things? no way

dramafeste is gone. track and field is gone. ncc is gone. dmps are gone. every single thing, slowly and slowly just disappearing.
i may not mean much to some people, but well i have been banking on term 3 in order to bring everything back up, be it ncc, or bayley, as i promised myself. yes grades are now going up, hopefully, but the rest?

i just feel empty. and its not the normal kind.
its this feeling that you think you can just get over, but when you are alone, just thinking, they come back to haunt you. well i want an interhouse this year, i want ncc to continue, because of the fact that i really need something, to bring me back from how much i failed in the first 2terms, but its not there, and this feeling of lost, of not being able to live up to what i want, it hurts.

i thought i would have 1 term left to make amends. guess i thought wrong. but in time, all this have to go too. but its hard to say goodbye now. i guess i just have to go down fighting. be it whether there's interhouse, be it whether there's cca, i'm gonna make the best use of my time.

all this, just to fill the gaping hole.
i complained when i was under too much, but at least it was familiar territory, albeit not comfortable. now the burden's gone, and i feel, light. no sense of grounding in this world.

i got to wake up. and find my bearing

please. let me be able to do it
i don't want to waste the last few months of my last year like this

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know




and you know, i may be flamed as gay when i say this, but i think it sounds super hot to sing it in french. HAHA. but its true. the song sounds so much better!
and i really hope you know. if you know who you are HAHA. if not too bad then XD

i cried today. after watching 'the notebook'

finally got around to watching it after hearing about it.
and its beautiful

sigh
i can't believe i chose to watch it cos i didn't want to work ):
now i'm saddd )))):

sian i want to be like this guy haha