see, i couldn't resist
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 8:19 PM
enough said :D
http://www.ri.sch.edu.sg/en/news/ncc-outstanding-cadet-award-2009.html
though i must say my hair didn't look that great here XD
exercise
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:02 PM
haha ytd was quite fun. played tennis with gifford and ewan, and i suck haha. i play too much like table tennis, so a lot of close net plays HAHA
oh well there was double chinese (but it was quite ok)
and we have chem most of this week. oh wells i understand most of the concepts now :D whee
and today was mugging math like SIAO
hopefully i do well tmr
i feel productive
now to get down to LS reflective essay and overdue zuowens ><
tag replies
daron: yeap everyone hates her
davin: as daron said haha
and some lucky person have 1 week of free holiday. no fair ):
EDIT: whos that random person who tagged? o.O
PS. Soccer for pe on monday was fun
i was playing with the pros, so all of us stood in one line and jumped to either left or right to decide the team, so my team had me, waichoong, wzy, yunfei, danieltay, avinash, zhaolin
we won the other team 10-1 i think. 3 from waichoong, 2 from wzy, 2 from zhaolin, 1 from me (assisted by yf), 1 from yunfei, and 1 more by i dunno who haha. super cool XD. and i screw up my last shot. i didn't stop the ball, so it rolled completely off target ): oh wells HAHA
AXIS OF AWESOME IS AWESOME
Sunday, July 12, 2009 8:38 PM
endless fun on youtube
9:01 AM
ups and downs
Friday, July 10, 2009 9:13 PM
this week has really got me thinking. be it the postponement of so many things, dmps, interhouse, ccas, i can't really think
yea its good in the sense that i get to go home early, mug, get good gpa and so on, which is what i want currently in order to prepare for jc, but at the expense of these things? no way
dramafeste is gone. track and field is gone. ncc is gone. dmps are gone. every single thing, slowly and slowly just disappearing.
i may not mean much to some people, but well i have been banking on term 3 in order to bring everything back up, be it ncc, or bayley, as i promised myself. yes grades are now going up, hopefully, but the rest?
i just feel empty. and its not the normal kind.
its this feeling that you think you can just get over, but when you are alone, just thinking, they come back to haunt you. well i want an interhouse this year, i want ncc to continue, because of the fact that i really need something, to bring me back from how much i failed in the first 2terms, but its not there, and this feeling of lost, of not being able to live up to what i want, it hurts.
i thought i would have 1 term left to make amends. guess i thought wrong. but in time, all this have to go too. but its hard to say goodbye now. i guess i just have to go down fighting. be it whether there's interhouse, be it whether there's cca, i'm gonna make the best use of my time.
all this, just to fill the gaping hole.
i complained when i was under too much, but at least it was familiar territory, albeit not comfortable. now the burden's gone, and i feel, light. no sense of grounding in this world.
i got to wake up. and find my bearing
please. let me be able to do it
i don't want to waste the last few months of my last year like this
just so you know (:
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 8:08 PM
omg
Monday, July 06, 2009 9:02 PM
i cried today. after watching 'the notebook'
finally got around to watching it after hearing about it.
and its beautiful
sigh
i can't believe i chose to watch it cos i didn't want to work ):
now i'm saddd )))):
pro guitarist. sick man
Sunday, July 05, 2009 11:29 AM