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mcfly!

Monday, November 09, 2009/ 4:44 PM

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plain bad luck

haha 2 skins in 2 days.

bandwidth exceeded. grrr

nvm haha i shall choose one which won't :D

but the tabs have some problem, shall try to fix it when i have the time

for now its CHINESE! and then tmr i'll be free :DDD

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no regrets

Sunday, November 08, 2009/ 3:43 PM

well its gonna be the last test for this year

its the last stretch man

i cannot give up.

i shall do my best, so i end this year off with no regrets that i could have done better

and i'm gonna take TSD.

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this is goodbye

Friday, November 06, 2009/ 10:01 PM

well taking a break from chinese. did quite a bit of zonghe's today

today was the last day our batch, the batch of 09 are the seniors. next year we would be the juniors over on the other side. kinda weird cos just a few months ago i was a PSL, and now we're going to attend orientation again

there were many things that i regret this year, but there were so many that i would take away with me. when i first entered 3H in sec3, i was shocked. the first recess when i returned, everyone, EVERYONE was mugging, while other classes were slacking and having fun. it was kinda scary, but well that was the way its going to be the next 2 years. to think that 2 years down the road, on today, the last day of being a sec4, there is a role reversal, where other classes are just reading books, while our class played musical chairs and charades (:

to be honest my first impression of 3H was that of a mugger class, and i thought i would never survive in the class. with everyone being so competitive, wanting to know each others marks, it was kinda freaky for a slacker like me. however 2 years down, we've changed for the better. instead of just competing, we're suanning (in the case of shawn tan) or getting suanned (ie me), we are rejoicing at our marks, but we do not forget to be more sensitive of those who didn't do so well.

from individuals and cliques (such as the 2K gang and the like the chinese holy trinity), we have all bonded well. for us, there's no such thing as GE or SE, theres only imba, and the more imba HAHA.

to be honest, i think our class is the most awesome in the entire batch. 4th for math 1, 1st for math 2 despite 5 failures, imba in so many subjects, dunno how many people above 3.8, on the academic side i must say we did quite well even though we had me pulling down the entire class average.

on the leadership side i guess our class was one of the most oustanding ones as well. with CCALs in clubs from Science to interact club, from humans to infocomm, our class definitely owned in the fields of merit CCAs, and one of the most prefects (5) in a class [though we don't really do much]. we have the most PSLs in the level as well, numbering 12/13.

i mean looking at our mugger class that doesn't seem so long ago, everyone was almost all muggers. i still rmb mr chua and teachers scolding our class for being too competitive, for being apathetic, with people who ponned many major events just to study (doesn't mean that no one does it now, but well there's a significant decrease :D)

i would like to thank ALL OF YOU for making our class such an awesome and crazy class. which class would ever have a PINK class tshirt, decorating classrooms with CRANES and PINK WALLPAPERS? haha! which class in the level would celebrate teachers day by letting the teacher watch BRUNO and giving him a stack of monopoly money? which class in the level spends the last day playing MUSICAL CHAIRS and CHARADES? which class in the level can be so hella crazy yet so awesome?

its only 4H, and i'm proud to be in it

i don't really feel the pain now, but i'm quite sure i would in the holidays. you guys have accompanied me in the past 2 years, and i'm glad that i know all of you awesome and smart people. singing stand up for singapore during SS was indeed memorable, or having picnic in the canteen with food from subway, playing cards on the way to LJ, singing songs on the way back, and so much more, like swapping class signs with 4G

i find it hard to say this, but well i'm going to miss you all in JC. its going to be hard to meet up with each other, but well i hope we can still meet up once in a while, because well i don't want this awesome class to split apart (:

and in order to improve my chinese

所谓：天下没有不散的筵席，能交上向你们这么好的朋友，我可说是三生有福阿！

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THANKS PEOPLE

Thursday, November 05, 2009/ 10:43 PM

omg i'm so super happy today. its really amazing what a single line can show how much people care to acknowledge your existence :D

AND NOW THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME

FROM YESTERDAY!
jiarong, alvin, davin, amanda (lee), shanzhi, michael

TODAY as of 0000 05/11 :D

by sms

renci, amber, daron, YAOMING --> junwei, ryan, joanna, marilyn, elizabeth, amanda :D, AMANDA again :D haha, MUSH :D, joel foo, min tan, bryan, jonsee, anthea, joel lim, mish, joanna again :D

in person in school

wzy, martin, darren, wesley, shek, russ, junyang, huanhock, tingwei, max, lamwangkwan, yuen hyung, clive, ryoji, huihao, nic eu

going out!

claire, gracia, renci, jonsee, francis! thanks for going out with me and celebrating with me. i loved the cake so much haha and the kangaroo-dog and sitting under escalators haha :D it was super fun. nice going with the pink fbts, and BENGAY EH XD

and now.the imba list. FACEBOOK

THANKS ALL OF YOU :D

in order of how i see from my facebook. thanks to

benleong

dean gee

kengchee

jinglong

benA

nellie

dewin

yiheng

lexus

wzy

jim

siaohui

nathaniel

shuan chang

ryoji

jonsee

sherm

davin

ian

andres

shengyi

mr mac (omg)

zena

alvan

nicholas quek

WESLEY (EAT YOU :D)

amanda lee (tll)

aaron koh

amanda CHAN

amrish

tingwei

kenneth lu

beatrice

tat hsiang

alvin

charles

lockleong

joseph

mervyn

yiyong

yong liang

amanda lee

yi-min

shanzhi

jerry

domkuek

marcus

hiokyang

daniel ng

szemin

yaolin

tengchuan

wanjing

darren low

yunfei

shanghsuen

lingfei

junwei

bok

lincoln

liwei

arthur

jordan

xinping

hongbo

bryan

armaan

nicole

claire lye

keefe

alan

sam lim

jeff wang

vivan

chester lee

claire tan

deborah

jinghui

qiule

liqi

peicun

aaron tiong

kaitsi

kenneth lim

royston

shaun choo

daryl tiong

havin

zhengyang

OMG thats super long :D

THANK YOU ALL AWESOME PEOPLE :D (and to those that i missed out i'm sorry! but thanks as well :D)

edit: those who wished me tmr as well. stephen,joel haha thanks guys!

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choices

Tuesday, November 03, 2009/ 10:43 PM

TSD or not to TSD

BCMTSD or BCML or BCME or BCMG (wth?)

sigh

hard to decide

but my current decision is in that order

and i'm glad i'm talking to seniors XD

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BOOMZ

Monday, November 02, 2009/ 7:57 PM

and today i am happy!

cos everything is back

and i must say even though my results weren't as good as i expected, there was still a marked improvement, and i'm proud of myself

haha
lets see. below is total

english 68 3.2
chinese 67 3.2
math 1 64 2.8
lit 61 2.8
~~math 2 53 2.0~~
bio 74 3.6
chem 77 3.6
phys 72 3.6
SS 70 3.6

overall gpa: 3.3

tbh i was hoping for higher, of 3.7 as i thought that i could have gotten 4s in my sciences and SS, 3.6s in chinese and english, 3.2s in math and lit HAHA

but ah wells fell short. BUT!

still improvement since pr 1

pr1: 3.02
pr2: 3.15
APR: 3.3

well see the increase! haha i'm happy that i've improved, and whats important is to work hard in JC (though its going to be tough XD)

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shingz

Saturday, October 31, 2009/ 12:57 PM

boomz for good, shingz for bad

i shingzed out my eoys

i was feeling freaking emo yesterday, never thought i would be that affected by grades. thanks to the people who helped me out yesterday, especially zhengyang immediately after we left the hall

ah wells. 57/80 may seem quite ok for some people, but i'm in RA, and i screwed up. I got 77%, lowest in the entire chem ra. i dropped from average, to the lowest. no wonder i just lost control yesterday

and i don't know what i'm good at

look at lit. 15/25. even though i was surprised by it, but i thought i was going to fail. for an eoy? and what. i'm going to take lit next year. should i reconsider? whats the point.

am i going to take BCML next year, am i going to join council, am i going to try out for a CCA that i'm interested in? idk. on top of hillary (that seems oh so screwed up now) can i make it?

why am i such a hypocrite?
why is it i can tell people what to do when they face failure, and i can't face it myself?

why is it that i can tell juniors to go ahead and try for their dreams, when i am the one hesitating?

i checked the board yesterday, and realised i got 2 service awards. what? i didn't even do much. why do i even deserve it? seriously. like someone said (even though i know he was joking) ' the last time we got the badge was in sec2, when we were first. now we're getting it again' we got 4th this year.

idk

why am i screwing up so many things?
why am i put into such positions, when i can't take it?
why do i doubt myself so much

sigh

as i said

eoys were shingzed

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