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posted : Wednesday, February 16, 2011
title : LSTD
I haven't been here in a while, and i guess I'm only here because I've been thinking about stuff.

I'm really good for nothing. I'm behind in studies, I suck at frisbee, I'm not smart or handsome or buff, I'm not funny and nobody likes me

my life essentially sucks.

i've always given my best and all for everything. but what if my best isn't enough?

I'm tired. like really tired. of trying to look fine when obviously everything is not. I'm tired of being the one who tries so hard, and then in the end becomes the one who tries too hard.

when did it get in my head that I'm good enough?

I wonder what happens when an optimist lose his optimism and just give up. will he ever get it back? I don't know. I guess I just have to find out.

today has been a crappy day.
9:32 PM