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posted : Sunday, April 10, 2011
title : awkward
you know that feeling where you somewhere and you just feel so out of place? never thought I'll experience that but I guess its just normally I'm too thickskinned/headed to really notice it. past few days have been filled with these awkward moments that really left me wondering where I belong.

and I'm starting to notice I'm not as comfortable around people the more I'm with them. Its like I start to realise things that I never seen last time. And I just feel like an ass the more I think about it.

i wonder when i will stop thinking so highly of myself. it may just that everything has been going great for me that I tend to think that, but I guess its really time to wake up and be truthful to myself.

sometimes I feel so freaking powerless, like I really want to help, but I don't know what to do, how to do it. looking at everyone feeling so sad, the only thing i want to do is to cheer them up. but I have no idea what to say. for once, words just won't come out.

maybe I'm too sensitive and think too much, but I guess thats how I live my life. Whats life if I don't live and experience it fully?

but it just makes me feel so useless.



4:41 PM