Got back tsd and i'm glad to say I got an S and thats how much i need to improve. and acting for groups for the past weeks has been really tiring and I think that I think too much instead of reacting and I'm too kancheong. but the point is that i'm utterly useless at acting and i don't know why I've chosen that as my indiv but ah wells you get the point.

went for table tennis finals and I was very sad that they didn't win D: but watching them play made me want to pick up my bat again but still something is holding me back and I just don't feel like doing it. IE after that was kinda jittery and nerve wrenching for me, because even though i wasn't the one who was running, I could see that my buddy was really nervous and i was afraid of the result (which still happened anyway). I'm really glad that she is such a strong person and can pull through ((: haha

and then teen games was yesterday, and we played really badly for the first 2 matches because we were too tight and nervous, and only played much better during ACJC and with ACSI in the end. the game with ACS I was really really good, like really made me feel what its like to play a good game of ultimate.

and hanging out with the council gang was really interesting and we talked a lot of shit HAHA.

anyway I realised that i tend to think too much through things that I do. Even though i might say i follow my emotions and impulses, the power of my brain is so much so that it controls me even through this impulses, and maybe, just maybe, if I could let go there is so much more I can do. I should just try it later heh.