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posted : Tuesday, April 26, 2011

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I don't know if I call myself strong or weak emotionally, because this morning i realised the extent in which i could get hurt. all the times angsting and having self doubts over it, just to realise its mostly all for nothing. almost like what happened last year during this time when I had HC too.

sighs.

but somehow, i realised that I was the only one who could understand myself, and well i pulled through. once again. I don't know if this is good or bad, but allowing myself to fall so hard must be quite bad D:

and i've decided. I'm playing for the love of the game, and not just to be in time. if i'm in or not it doesn't matter, because I love it.

more important things to focus on now, but somehow my heart isn't convinced. I guess I just need time.

9:59 PM